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Superaroo

Name: ArOoOo
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 5/5/1988
Gender: Female

Interests: hmm lets see, i love watching tv, esp smallville, I take a lot of interest in politics (surprisingly), I like watching the stars at night, driving to no where, eating exotic foods, talking about trival matters, reading about new discoveries, running to good music and napping a lot! Interesting I know
Expertise: Being loud and completely childish but mature and understanding when the time comes. Looking great always, and causing never ending embarassments to myself.
Occupation: Student

Message: message me

Member Since: 1/5/2004

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

SCREW KARMA. EVERYTHING THAT GOES AROUND ALWAYS COMES AROUND, WITHOUT FAIL.

After much thinking I've realize I can't let things out of my control bug me so much. Sharysse is my check to reality. I'd apperciate if everyone didnt jump to conclusions and if everyone just forgot my incident of yesterday, k thanks.

Its as though my senior hit its peak a week ago and some how came tumbling down. I REALLY hope things arent awkard, oh how hate awkardness. My parents and I especially, we're not on great terms. I love the trust they have in me and how everything with them is so dandy. Today was a lot of good unwinding.

I dont know what I want anymore. I"m going to stop looking.

I like the weather though, thats a plus. =)

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Monday, February 07, 2005

Let me paint a picture of what I wish my world looked like

I wish I didn't get mixed signals

I wish I had a car

I wish I didn't fight with my parents over nothing

I wish I was able to communicate with them better

I wish I could lose 12 pounds by blinking

I wish I didn't PMS so bad

I wish the weather was sunny and raining all at the same time

I wish chocolate was healthy

I wish I didn't always want what I can't have

I wish the forbidden fruit aspect never exsisted

I wish I just liked someone new.

I wish the pretty girls didnt always win

I wish my hair looked perfect always

I wish I wasnt so used to waiting

I wish I had front and center for U2

I wish I could sing well

I wish I looked good on a daily basis

I wish I didnt have a disguesting hair curse

I wish I didnt' have awkard conversations

I wish I could constantly have a high you know tha great intial buzz

I wish every night you could see every star and every night i wasnt too cold or too warm

I wish i had good food always.

god i dream so much.

Song: "over the hills and far away"- Led Zepplin

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

current…

current mood: just frustrated

current music: "pictures of you"-the cure

current taste: subway tuna sandwich....mmm so good

current hair: hair in a bun wiht lots of bobby pins

current dress: black sweat pants and goo goo dolls sweater

current annoyance: my day sucked

current smell: nothing, at all.

current game: I wanna play dodgeball so bad.

current thing I ought to be doing: I want to be at BJ's with Sharysse n Sameea bitching about men and how they're frustrating eating a pizookie or i want to be in Reshem's bed talkin about the various things in life that annoy us.

current windows open: AIM, Hotmail, Sex n the CIty Quiz, & Media Player,

current desktop picture: Reshem and I laughing

current favorite artist: Sarah Mclaughlin

current favorite group: The Cure

current book: Waiting for Godot-cuz its required

current cds in stereo: in house: u2, in car : cure's greatest hits

current color of toenails: french tip

current refreshment: diet coke

current worry: math final

current crush: same shit.

current favorite celeb: TOM FREAKEN WELLING...good god smallvilel was so hot last night

current hate: jealousy.

..today have i..

Smiled?: oh so much, especially durin the girls game.

Laughed?: always, english cheers me up.

Cried?: no, i havent for a while...

Bought something?: food...like always.

danced?: in the car, when this song by OMD came on

Were sarcastic?: nope, i've been good about sarcasm

Talked to an ex?: ya, n he was a dick today.

Watched your favorite movie?: haha surprisingly ya, we watched dodgeball.

..the last time..

Last book you read: whole book? catch 22...wow i need to read

Last movie you saw: new movie? meet the fockers, but odl movie: dodgeball

Last song you heard: The postal Service-"such great heights"

Last thing you had to drink: diet 7-up

Last time you showered: haha yesterday morning.

Last thing you ate: popcorn

..do i..

Smoke?: ew no

Do drugs?: nope

Sleep with stuffed animals?: no, i'm not 10

Live in the moment?: hardly

Have a dream that keeps coming back?: everynight

Play an instrument?: I wish...

Believe there is life on other planets?: of course, its only logical

Remember your first love?: oh so much.

Still love him/her?: sometimes, love them as a friend, love them more only certain days

Read the newspaper?: on Sundays

Have any gay or lesbian friends?: not "friends" but parents friends...so no, i should...why dont i?.

Believe in miracles?: ya, great stuff is always happening

Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: totally

Consider yourself tolerant of others?: I try to be....everyone has soemthin good

Consider love a mistake?: never

Like the taste of alcohol?: only after the first shot....of course

Have a favorite candy?: anythin with nuts

Believe in astrology?: to an extent.

Believe in magic?: naw

Believe in god?: unsure

Go to church?: never

Have any pets: pinky =)

Do well in school?: I try, i can always do better

Go to or plan to go to college?: of course...its like what i build my life around

Wear hats?: only in europe =)

Have any piercings?: ya two on my ear, piercings, i forgot i wanted those

Have any tattoos?: nope

Hate yourself?: wish i could fix myself, not hate

Have an obsession?: oh soooo many

Have a secret crush?: secret to some.

Do they know yet?: they're stupid if they dont realize it, idiots

Collect anything?: haha no

Have a best friend?: a few

Wish on stars?: wish on everytihng, tunnels, eyelashes...everything

Like your handwriting?: somedays

Have any bad habits?: of course.

Care about looks?: SO MUCH

Believe in witches?: what? no

1.PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT?
the scar on my theigh, when i was in 7th grade, i wasnt allowed to shave so i cut the hair with lil scissors n accidently stabbed myself.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
My new room? nothing much...panoramic pics, family pictures, some lame flower pic and a record cover of u2 from like 1978

3. WOULD YOU RATHER PLAY FOOTBALL OR WATCH IT? Play football

4. WHAT SPORT WOULD YOU SAY YOU ARE BEST AT? Tennis of course

5. WHAT WAS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE? U think it'd be the world ending but that wasnt that bad, it was just romantic, oddly. I dont have nightmares anymore...I had one when i was 6 that i remember distinctly, dinosaurs were huntin my family.

6. HOW DO YOU EXERCISE? twice a week at least

7. APPLES OR ORANGES? oranges

8. GRAPES OR WATERMELON? watermelon

9. WOLVES OR TIGERS? tigers

10. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? classic rock, 80s pop, kick ass chic music, and stuff you can dance to

11. HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN POETRY? of course...it doeesnt come unless i'm really depressed, which fortunately hasnt been for awhile

13. DO YOU REMEMBER BIRTHDAYS? OF COURSE...like really, every birthday i've ever had I remember. Usually bday parties up until 8th grade...dang so late...i love my bday

14. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? 1:15am

15. DO YOU HAVE A BIRTHMARK, WHERE? ew, you mean a shit mark..yes i do on my upper left hip bone, so ugly.

16. WOULD YOU CALL YOURSELF A ROMANTIC PERSON? I totally romantic person who plans her romance in 100 different scence daily.

17. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE? I do a lot of weird things, a week ago i was british, today i played puddle hop, I sing at the top of my lungs daily and comment on the oddest things every moment...so i dont know what the "weirdest" would be

18. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU STARTED FILLING THIS IN? exploring my space, dont get it yet

19. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GUM? eclipse.

20. FAVORITE CHOCOLATE? snickers or godiva or whatever its called. so good

21. FAVORITE CANDY (NON CHOCOLATE)? sour belts

22. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA ICE-CREAM? vanilla

23. DO YOU OWN ANYTHING LEATHER? no, seats of my car

24. FAVORITE COLOGNE? cool water...mmm

25. FAVORITE PERFUME?haha i have a favorite cologne but not a favorite perfume

26. DO YOU OWN AN INSTRUMENT? my beautiful red guitar

27. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON SOMEONE (OPPOSITE SEX)? ohh their smile, defiantely..dimples n striaght teeth...so hot

28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? pizookie, taco bell, my moms cookin on saturday morning, the smell of my hair after i wash it and take it down, a guy after he just put on cologne

29. FAVORITE SOUND THAT YOU HEAR OFTEN? the buzzin of my car, or the cars around me, i cant figure it out

30. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW? just how, when you want somethin so bad, it just never seems to click. When you expect a lot you dont get anything...how jealousy consumes you and how annoying everythin can be sometimes.

31. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? only when a pillow is over my face

32. COULD YOU EVER SEE YOURSELF MOVING FROM WHERE YOU ARE? of course, though it woudl be weird, i look forward to it.

33. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE OF ALL TIME? The little mermaid

34. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIME? sooo hard but i love "save tonight"-eagle eye cherry, but all time..is hard.

35. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR WHEN YOU WERE TEN? purple

36. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? carmel

37. HAVE YOU EVER SLEPT WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? ya, lucky my dalmation.

38. IF SO WHAT WAS/IS IT'S NAME? Lucky Oh and lambchop my white stuffed dog

39. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE? Benjamin, this kid in KG

40. MOST EMBARRASSING CHILDHOOD MOMENT? just being a loser, over all in general...umm bird shittin on my head.

41. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? curly, n well kept...not to short but not afro... or straight white boy messy kinda hair...i dont ilke gel.

42. WHO OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS (SAME SEX) HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST? Amanda, four years old

43. NOW THE OPPOSITE? Erik, 3rd grade

44. WHAT IS THEIR MIDDLE NAME? who?

45. SUNRISE OR SUNSET? sunrise

46. WHERE AT? In my bedroom, lookin out the window..its the best view

47. (FOR THE LADIES, BE TRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT? in bed...like just wakin up..no where special really.

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Let me just say, I wait by the phone for you to call because I'm to wussy to pick up the phone and call you. I wish you'd just textme to ask me how I am or ask me what i'm doing. Sometimes I wish I could I tlak to you, open up to you, tell you everything I'm thinking in hope that you might not judge me or brush off my feelings like they're stupid or unimportant. I promised myself I wouldnt fall into this place but sometimes the more you can't have something the more you want it so much. The more something drives you away the more you desire it. Guilty pleasures and the unobtainable always make something better for god knows what reason. The worst is when those phone calls never come, the texts are stupid, and you dont care to have a decent conversation with me. When you realize, you dont know the person at all and wonder why you want to them so much. The mystery drives you crazy. No matter how I much I wish, nothing ever happens.

I've discovered the worst combination or the worst feeling ever. When your overcome with stomach problems, PMS and you're driven with extreme jealousy. I have to say, up til this point I was debating how I feel, but now i know how I do feel, theres nothign to fight, nothing to debate over. Its crystal clear. Ew. I promised myself I wouldnt fall into this position with any guy, i'm annoyed now. I'm everything I mock with highschool relationships. In closer therew as this line where Natalie Portman asked Jude Law "why her, why not me," and Jude Law responded, "because she doesn't need me.." Have I not been independent long enough where I don't need a man. I was getting really good at it.

I wonder, if I didn't care, if i wasn't as close as I'd like to be, would my life really be that different?? I don't think I'd be missing a big part of my day except I do get very giddy when I see you, its sad to say but sometimes it takes away my worries..you just have this awkard ability to cheer me up.

Oddly though, I dont think its this particular person, its more...I just want someone. Maybe because I"m sick and when you're sick its just nice to have a boy to take care of you or to makey ou feel good. Last night was bad, i froze at 2:30 am, my body went numb. I'm just going to blame my excessive need for a man ont his little tidbit, this little, illness I'm going through...I guess ignore everything I wrote. I'm just being over sentimental.Again, i'm annoying myself.....I got over it, I dont know why i'm freaking out over it again, and again and again. Its this vicious cycle and the oddest thing is, you don't even know i'm caught up in it.

Song: "how's it going to be"-third eye blind

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

You know whats just plain not fair at all...When someone who doesnt care about a particular thing gets it and you don't, even though you may want it so much more than them. I realized none of this is fair and nothing works out to my liking ever. Am I really going to spend my entire senior year dwelling on this one subject or am I going to do something about it? I wish I had more guts and I wish I just took more risks, didn't worry about the future so much. The worst is when you want to be someone you can't...or you want something so bad and no matter how much you desire it, something always screws it up.

I realize this everytime I talk to Reshem about the lame events of my day, how far I am from what I want. Days that seem good are only good to me, they dont seem to have the same appeal to other people. I hate this, i want to freaken just....really go to college.

I'm sick off my freaken ass, i'm like dying to be pampered.

why am I being so dependent? Why do I let things get to me? EWWW i'm annoying myself. My jealousy is taking me over and I don't knwo if I should show it or hide it. I'm so scared of how other people would react. I'm being so typical and I know I need to stop but I can't. Thats the worst, when you know what you're doing is goign ot lead to nothing and yet you do nothing to stop it.

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